my confession

I'd rather die than waste my life,
and I will not be content to be only self-sustaining.
Tear me from all I love, Jesus, if You must.
Just let me be worthy of serving You.
I want to waste my life for the Kingdom.
Lord, there is nothing I love above You.
Where do You want me?
I will go. Please send me.

I see the prison in the eyes of the lady at Dillons--
feel the hurt of a daughter not yet my own.
My heart breaks at the shame of those who'll sit at my table.
Lord, just let me love.
Lead me, I will follow.
At the cross, I lay my heart, my vision.
You are Lord.